She stares at the computer screen blankly thinking what to fill the empty columns with. Write bout her college life? Dunno. Love life? She didn't have one, if does, its just one sided all the time. She feel lonely at times where sometimes she do things all by herself. She live being the way she is, she thinks that she's a balance of both girly and boyish.

Which girl doesn't like to be slim and slender and tall, but she finally realised that no one's reallt perfect, what can be done is just try improving ourself and don't expect for perfection because no one is perfect. God created us they way we are meant to be, but deep in her heart, she wants to be a plastic surgeon, realising people's dream in becoming the way they always dreamed to be.

The girl, never had the courage to make the first move whenever she meets the one she likes, regardless its in secondary school or now. She will wait patiently, waiting for the particular person to take the action and often missed the chance. Afterall, she thinks that guys should be the one taking action though there are no difference in between guy and girl.

One thing about her is she hates her shopaholic her. Although its considered extreme among her peers, but she thinks that its not enough, but to be frank, her money is always credit and never debit.

Her obsessions?
Tall guys with big eyes and nice nose. She knows that it sounds pretty normal and you can find thousands on the street, but afterall, its the chemistry that matters. and not to forget, good sense of fashion. She knows that it sounds really demanding, but its nothing wrong to have expectations.

and, obsession on cosmetics and shoes. Heels soon became part of her life. From a shy 3 cm heel, she finally took the courage to wear a 9 cm one. Its not a big deal, but she often feel shy when people look at her with weird stares as she looks tall and huge. But she still love buying shoes.

Cosmetic soon to be some sort a part of her life in gaining confidence and not to forget, contact lens become part of her life. She thinks that contact lens wearer are those people who take care bout their hygiene.

her weakness? Reptiles. Especially lizards. She once squashed a lizard using her feet without she knowing it and the lizard skin actually comes out and flat.

Her biggest fear? Afraid of falling from the stairs while she's walking down.

her biggest turnoff? People who think that they are too good for others.

She write this entry not because she wants people to know what she thinks but its just some random stuffs from her mind.=)