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Lame title I know, but couldn't blame me as my brain is recovering from the 2 major papers that set our brain in fire.
I don't know. I think i screwed up the partial fractions part.
My brain's half dead when I reached partial fraction, but I struggled though and get the rest done.
I guess I had done pretty ok lah. Anyway, I don't want to go for monash july intake alright.
i guess everyone looks nerd during exam. Lol. Well, I just love glasses during exams as the contacts will just dry your eyes up. But, who loves nerdy look? I don't. Not everyone could have those sexy librarians sexy look.
No offense on those who wear glasses.
Bio's pretty okay. *cross fingers*
Next paper, chem paper 5.
Nerd mode continues.
Edited.
I think I grew taller. The last time I measured it was 168 cm. Then last 2 days, Irene use the measuring tape and help me to measure. and I'm *ahem 170 cm.
Lol. Didn't know I still can grow eh. Though its slow. *grins*
A2's starting next Wednesday, still stuffing my brain with bio and bio.
2 major papers on the same day. Enough to kill my brain cells.
Can't wait for A2 to finish. Lotsa stuff lining up for me.
(Painting walls, major cleaning to be done)
Had a terrible headache yesterday. Slept early.
Went to pyramid yesterday with mum and sis.(I know its time to study, but I didn't spend much time there though)
Spend a LOT of money over there. Not me lah, but my mum. Having 2 daughters is more than enough I tell you. 500 bucks is spent just on undergarments,. and mum's clothes and etc.
Planning to get a laptop. Undecided whether to choose Toshiba, Sony Vaio or Dell. (eyed on the white Sony Vaio)
All shops are having sales. damn it. Why sales during A2 period? Levi's having sales, eyed on a skirt, but its hell expensive.
Gonna go for shopping after A2 with some besties.
Sometimes I feel labels don't tell you who you are, what you wear tells you who you are though. Sometimes human wear for the sake of the label. Not the thing that they are buying though.
Read some articles from the star which I feel its pretty true though. When you go shopping in your school uniform, no one would even bother to serve you. but, when you're on a nice attire and all groomed out, people would be greeting you and etc.
I don't know, materialistic community.
And I couldn't believe that this happen to college life too. I got a friend, 2 sem after my intake. she's in one of the S's la. Since we got S1-S4. It seems that that class only befriends with those that are smart and capable enough to catch up. Glad that it didn't happen to us la.
Long entry I know. Maths killing. Sigh.
I am so unsure which book to touch right now. Did around 10 questions of vectors. Vectors are something that I fear the most in A2 and I'm overcoming it slowly. Gonna prove that vectors is not a fear for me.
I had been on a roller coaster emotion last few days. Being lied by a friend whom I trust really hurts eh. nah, it didn't really hurt. probably I'm strong enough. Its pretty expected la.
Turning into a cina moi + 38 mode:
I had never meet someone so 'jin kak', seriously lo. Somemore become the narrator, director and actor for the whole show tim.
Admire or like a people, just admit la, why want to do those 'jin kak' act and act innocent all the time? Sometimes I have a doubt whether you're a man or not. Do those tiny little 'bei pei' things. Somemore assume me as a domino, he's the one who make me fall and run to the end and bring me up again. lame dou sei.
Somemore act all noble and say 'couldn't bare to see me get all hurt from all these anymore, would do anything to make me happy.(bulu roma meremang) Infact, he's the one who created all these and blame the fault to another innocent person.
The funniest thing is say wanna get me diamonds. (lol).
and the most surprising thing is when he finally admitted that he is the one who cause those chaos and lies, you don't expect a girl(esp me) to forgive you there and then. If I don't, you call this friendship an end.
Yes, to be frank, I can't. Let this friendship end. (which it did). It took me 10 years to realise the value of true friend. Its a long time I know.
The most beh tahan thing is you act all innocent and say no regrets tim.
iysh iysh, I don't know how come i know someone like that one lor. seriously. Somemore think that you'll never wrong.
I don't care lah whether you read this or not. mmg intended to remind you pls don't think you're so noble lor.
Cina moi mode turned off.
Hahaha. It sounds so syok sendiri. but I don't care, call me mean or whatever you want. I'm not the nerd and straight girl you know anymore. all thanks to you.
Sigh. back to my books.
Will not be blogging anytime soon unless I'm stressed up or something like that till the end of A2.
Realised the true value of friendship. I cannot imagine someone whom I trust so much misused the trust I gave and in turn blame me back for the fault he made. Keep the details la. Not going to tell it here anyway. Nothing juicy.
Irene told me that if that were to happen to her, she would slap the person immediately. Yes, it sounds harsh, and she did the right decision last time. Glad that we realised it before its too late.
P:S. If you come across this blog. Please do not play miss call in the wee hours in the morning. Its annoying.
List after A2.
. endless shopping trips with a few besties
. settle the stuffs for IELTS
. A few local trip. (P:S. Pangkor gang, the trip's this year not on?)
. maybe a month part time in kindergarden before uni starts
. Err, to be added later.
Nerd mode continues.
How far do you trust first impression?
I don't know. I believe that I should have trust the first impression we made on a person.
But not some people whom you think that its so trustable untul you tell everything to that particular person.
Its heartbreaking when your best friend just make use of the trust you gave and tell you the biggest lie that you can ever expect. Bigger than ever. Just blame the hormones.
Jealously, hormones playing its rule.
I'm not sad. Or I am. The timing's just not right. Thats all.
P:S. I never trust you anymore.
Damn, A2's around the corner and its like some sort a curse I tell you. Before AS, I was infected with conjunctivitis with greenish mucus coming out from my eyes constantly. And yes, my eyes were glued every single morning which is darn gross.
And now, thanks to don't know what's wrong, swelling on my lower eyelid. For literally no reason. Maybe insect bite? I dunno, its darn annoying and itchy. But all thanks to some chloramphenicol antibiotic ointment, it actually works like magic I tell you, ermm, 6 hours and the swell reduces half the size?
Sometimes I wish I'm slightly richer. Well, call me realistic la, but money is the root of evil but who could even survive without sufficient money?
How I wish I had the moolahs for a Louis Vuitton bag, Gucci shoes and versace wallet?
Lol. too early to dream, but I'm telling myself that I would have at least one of each designer brands in 10 years time from now?
Edited: I just don't get why our 1 decade friendship is ruined just like that.
Sometimes I wish
..I can read minds. But not being able to read your mind is the fun thing.
..you actually lied about the truth. (which i don't know whether you lied or not)
..I made the right choice to trust you as a reliable friend of mine.
..I didn't take the first step.
..I could just dislike you and don't even bother to care.
..I could be stronger.
..you could tell me the truth.
..I am a little smarter. Just a tinnyy little bit more.
..I am a guy.
..I could spend less.
..I could turn the time back.
..I made the right choice to trust you as my best friend.
Hahahahaha
Ahh, I'm not emo, but I'm fustrated?
Pretty proud that I am being able to open durian by myself? Yes, I think I can do things that most guy is able to do. Errr,
-paint the wall
-hammering job
-become kuli(lol)
-play football(does it count ah)
I dunno. I feel pretty random now.=D
Nerd mode offcially activiated now. I had been slacking pretty much since AS. How I wish I could revert time back to sem 3.
Mocks had been pretty okay lah. maths is enough to show I'm unprepared. I'm lazy, silly mistakes. Need to overcome my fear on vectors. i see vectors, brain blank kao. Sei mou.
Lotsa things to swallow for bio and chem. Speciation la, inbreeding depression la. Aih.
I'm seriously having depression now. Badly.
Damn. I'm emo.
Edited:
I should say our class Facebook finally got active after a year in dormancy. I think it was created end of last year.
Since our course is coming to an end, suzanne aka mama created a poll.
Have a look!. Click here.
The ending of something means the starting of something new. Inti was a new chapter after SMK U8. It had been a memorable ones. getting experience and learn new things. Get to realise that education don't mean everything(which I used to thought it is).
This Pre U is pretty short. I came here and I only knew one person. I leave Inti knowing many which is pretty much from other A level classes and other courses la.
I don't know. Things are getting complicated actually. People always say go college sure walk a lot one, so wear jeans and t-shirt and a sneakers with your backpack. don't it sound so much like how a guy should wear? Lol.
Getting into the class I am is actually something predictable, since I chose where I want to be. My mandarin improved tremendously. Developing a new ability of switching from speaking mandarin-english, or english-cantonese in a split of second.
There's an entry describing everyone of us. If you miss the entry. Click here. to the July entries and click on 3rd july.
Inti's chapter is going till an end. Its just a blink of eye. Probably is because we live day by day and actually looking forward on what's coming next?
Pre u is certainly something different compared to high school. The amount of people is halved, class hours for each lecture doubled. You learn to deal with college issues. Being close to people around you. Lecturers that are pretty much understanding.
But something proud I gotta say is I learn to be louder. Louder in a good way la. I being the expressive me became more expressive I supposed. But I learn when to keep myself shut when its needed too.
My only regret is not being able to know the truth. What truth? I dunno. Sometimes me myself not boing able to tell which is the truth. So don't ask me.
Till then my Inti Chapter.
Will add on, if I come across anything.=)
