That's what I am practicing right now. I regret why I didn't do so last time. If something upsets you or plans just go wrong. What will you do?
The typical me will be showing some not syok face and gets moody.
and start whinning.
And now, trying my best to just got bothered by that darn issue for a maximum 10 minutes. Depending what issue la.
I try not to raise my voice up when things bother me. I'm trying to change it.
So if you're annoyed(I am now, don't ask me why). Take a deep breath and get things over when this entry finishes.
Was clearing up some files in my laptop that day and found some old college snapshots. I didn't know how much I had changed throught this 1 year time. Some shots memang meant to keep as history.
Not exactly a major change, but I guess I know much does it matters when you matched the colours of your clothes wrongly. I guess I pretty much can't accept a light blue shirt with a blue jeans? or a super high waisted faded jeans with a hips length shirt?
I first entered Inti College with a black long permed hair which looks disastrous after half a year.

Then when i finally decided to chopped if off when its too long and end up with a disastrous haircut in some salon.

With a newly permed hair with the curls not properly formed.= disaster.

3 months later, which looks much better.
When my hair start to grow. its disaster again with my fringe being all black and rest of my hair are coloured.

Which looks bushy.
And I finally decided to go back to straight and coloured.

And I didn't realised that my sense of taste for shoe was horrible last time. I didn't know i can accept polka dotted heels last time. Though its cute la.
and spotted this shirt in F21.

which reminds me of my few years back vow to myself.
No, obviously not going to decorate my whole room with disney stuffs,
Because I remember asking my parents to bring me to Disneyland when I was wayyy younger(4-5?), and till now I never did. Warner bros got la. So from now till I'm got married. If I never had a chance to visit Disneyland,(HK one doesn't count), that would be my first honeymoon spot. US one la. Plus the Disney Cruise that I watched from Travel and Living.
I know it sounds naive, but I admit, I'm always a small kid deep in myself.
Planned to bake walnut and chocolate chip cake, courtesy from a recipe book which I borrowed from my aunt and I made delicious cakes out of that before.
I don't trust online recipes anymore, unless its tested and proved.
Why? I followed a recipe to make chocolate tarts, I followed the recipe and it taste's horrible. I don't want to describe how it tastes,

Looks presentable and yummy, but ends up my the rubbish bin 10 mins later.
Case no 2: Egg tarts. 2 eggs and 200 ml milk. Conclusion? The egg part doesn't form though the crust starts to get burnt.
P:S. Sometimes it good to experience things by yourself. Don't complain that its a waste of time, be glad that you had learned a lesson. =)
Wednesday, September 02, 2009
I hate unanswered stares.
Especially when you cannot answer your statistics and when you look blindly at the question. When you're facing Type I and Type II errors.
I asked Irene(who is taking mechanics 1). and I told her
Type I error: Reject null hypothesis when it is true
Type II error: Accept null hypotheses when it is false
Irene say it sounds the same to her. I dunno.
It just pretty heartbreaking when you put so much effort in something and not to say you want the payback la.
To be frank, i'm still haunted by results. i know I sounds exaggerating la. But I'm truly over with it. Well, at least I hope I can go inside the Uni that I want. *fingers crossed*.
Dad some sort approved and let me choose that Uni. Though it never crosses my dad's mind to send me over there due to the quite pricey for its quality Uni, I was surprised that he didn't object.
My parents were worried that if they send me to the Uni, and when i find a good job, I wouldn't take care of them and you know, parent's worries.
Recalling back how my parents shower me with love, obviously i won't do that la.
I know lotsa ex U8's over there, maybe meeting some of Intians A levels..
Since the start of 'new' sem, S2 becomes smaller.
Ji Shyan left to Sem 2 and Sweat just stopped the course.
Its just so sudden la. Well, a girl whom I thought to have a very distinctive personality and yes, she do. A girl who sits beside me in some of the classes, a girl who notices things fast enough when something's not right. A girl who encourges me to do the things I want. You're definately not ever confident.=)
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Saturday, August 29, 2009
Saturday, August 29, 2009 12:08 pm (callie_hor)
Being myself is pretty easy.
If you don't know the typical me, its just pretty easy to tell who I am.
I'm usually in,
-shorts, Prefer shorts that is before my mid thigh. Not tight fitting but yes, comfortable.
-high heels, depending on my mood, don't ask me why I like heels, I just like it.
-feminine tops or T-shirts.
-contacts and glasses. Contacts builds up my confidence, I look nerd in glasses.
I'm usually,
-talkative. I can mingle with anyone pretty easily. If you notice that.
-love to debate. but always lose to the 2 guys who sit behind me. One just know me too well and one is the best speaker.
-shy. Talkative doesn't mean you can't be shy rite?
Read from September's cleo and I found one interesting quote.
'smile to strangers you see everyday, even they are strangers.' This will gain good points for yourself.
Errr, I do lah. Inti Guard house uncle, AC waffle auntie, library uncle and auntie counted or not? Nah, I don't consider them as strangers though.
They are people I know from a year plus in Inti.
I dunno where would I be after this, maybe Monash or somewhere. I don't know.
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