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Result's out. Results are completely out of expectation. Don't ask me how good or how bad is it. What I should just say is its not bad. Its okay, its under my expectation, except for one subject, which is maths.
I just don't feel like saying anything else. Its just so heartbreaking when you know you worked hard and you don't get what you expect. Not that bad, Just not as what I expect.
I didn't expect myself to sob or anything. I didn't actually thought I will. Till I texted mum and I told her bout that.
I was fine with it till I see her reply.
"Its okay."
i am actually sobbing now. Oh crap.
I am a person who had high expectations on everything I do, including my results. I want to be a perfectionist.
No point sobbing right now, working hard for A2 is the way it should be.=)
these couple of words just came into our dictionary these couple of days. My nickname: noob and alien.
I don't know how I could evolve into this name, but it sure does sound teasable.
I got the alien name when I accidentally mentioned 'If I'm a girl.'. which I am la.
And guess what, we had thought of some ways to protect ourselves if we got caught by people accidentally or anything.
For instance, I am in my high heel shoe. I mean the pointy killer silletoes. Hyek. If you're quick enough, take it out and hit on the person's head. I bet you can feel the pain, or just step in onto the person' foot, best if the person's bare footed. then mmg tu dipanggil padan muka la.
I know I am mean, which I'm really am.
AS results next Mon. and what bothers me now is actually my fats. Sigh. Hahaha. Expectations? I wouldn't want to say it la. *Crossed fingers.
Went out with Irene and Jamie last Friday. Pals since 1999. Yes, a decade, we known each other since primary school and we definately changed a lot.
Irene and I looked short here. Who ask us to stand beside a 6 footer.
And thanks for that scrumptious lunch in BBQ plaza. Hyek.
And the compliments on the cookies I made. Not to sweet. Just to perfection. I really want to try orange cakes or peanut butter cookies. Seriously.
Since H1N1 is just so 'in trend' I call it, its better if we get a mask.
And with a mask, we
Pose!
Hahaha.
And, till date, I have 005 and MN001.
Its a secret code not to be known, yet!.
Toodles.
Imagine waking up early in the moning feeling like the both legs does not seem to belong to yourself. It just refuses to move or do anything and yet, you dragged yourself into the washroom and get yourself cleaned up.
After you're done, you realised that your hair just smells like you had just returned from barbeque and the resolution, sprayed on some hair colonge.
Yes, after a great failure of baking cookies, consequence of putting too much chocolate chip and too little flour, your cookies end up to be flatter than a piece of paper and taste like charcoal. and you re do it again, and its a sucess.
sleeping late nite after a discussion with your bestie how would you back yourself up after people misjudging you as a person you're actually not. It feels bad you know. real bad. It feels sad when people judge you without knowing you well. Not knowing me well which means that don't even know 10 percent of myself.
and when you have decided to wear your skinny jeans, you suddenly realised that you looked like you're wearing your pyjamas to college. Its fine with it, but when you had told your another bestie to bring the wedges that you lend it her and you had reminded her thousands of times to bring it on tues so that you wouldn't look like a girl who just come to college without changing her pyjamas.
and yes, you're on a super flat sandals and your bestie just forget to bring your wedges. Your skinnies are loose, and it looks a bit oversized. (probably because I lost weight) and you're on your flats, and it looks horrible. and your legs look like it had been chopped off a few inches.
Reached college early like usual, your bestie left you and went to the college, you end up wandering around the college for 40 mins, just to realise that your friends would all be coming late.
And end up miserable in the library,unable to concentrate and decided to blog. Contact lens are bluring orprobably drying for literally dunno what reason, probably its going to tear off like how it did last month.
Ahh, it just sounds pathetic. I want to sleep.
and it just feel miserable without any confidence. I feel like doing bungee jumping.
Iysh, hormornes fluctuating. pms.
I can't find any suitable title, I couldn't be describing my whole weekend life as '2-3 hour of naps from Mon to Fri right', but I just can't resist to sleep when I'm in the room, after a tired day of at least 3 hours of classes and yes, I dozed off. And when the alarm rings at 5.20 pm, I would be searching for my phone, somewhere in my seas of toy plushes and turn the alarm off and continue sleeping.
Sigh, I'm really tired.
Sometimes its just unfair in life that people got thousands of faces. Oh but well, who can't I can too wert.
But what bothers me the most now is the upcoming AS results coming out in ermm, 10 days time? And I need to prepare myself mentally for the worst. (erm, retake lah)
I do have expectations on this time AS. Gotta keep my record clean for my government exams and external exams though. It would be proud to show my kids how smart their mummy are and of course, hoping them to achieve that too.
Sometimes,its just the stress that pushes you to achieve further, which it started to do so now. I just don't have the abstract mind of people doing physics. I don't suck in doing physics, just that I had enough of it in secondary school. Its sufficient to have secondary school's physics knowledge.
And telling yourself to focus at one thing at one time is certainly the best. You can't juggle too many stuffs at once, trust me, we're human beings and not robot.
and sometimes, just relax, I mean afterall, its ok not to tense yourself too much. but control a bit lah.
Obviously you have to control your calorie intake and not having 3 meals of fast food. A normal set of Spicy chicken Mcdeluxe will cost you at least 1200 calories, which is about 3 quarter of our daily need.
And since I had a kinda filling breakfast this morning, we actually decided to walk from 8th floor down the stairs to the 1st floor and walk all the way up to ease digestion.
Not a bad way to burn the calories.=p
Word of the week : What comes around, does goes around.
Don't believe, try it yourself.
Wow, I guess I sound evil though, but sometimes theres no point mourn for something like that.
Its just simple, there's don't need a long lengthy explaination for all these.
What I knew is, my time is wasted. Thats all.
=D.
How much does your hair matters to you?
Do you spend 10 mins? 30 mins? or an hour infront of the mirror daily just to mend your hair?
Afterall, I guess hair is something that is used to frame your face, giving you different types of looks and of course, plays an important part of telling how old you look la.
I used to think that hair matters so much to that I afraid that it wouldn't grow back again.
I had terrible experience oh hair cut which actually happen more than once. First time was being cut till shorter than shoulder length. The starting part was okay, the growing back part was horrible.
So, I had tried straightening, perming, short hair, colouring and what's next? I thought of cutting my hair real short, like those pixie cut. I wonder how it looks on me though.
For guys, Some thinks that girl with long hair looks feminine and sweet, and some thinks that it looks like a evil witch.
Its just those hormornes playing around la. Probably the long curly hair makes the impression that the particular girl is sexy and the short hair means tomboy and hard to approach.
Somehow I think, changes in hairstyle is pretty contagious, in the sense that back in secondary school. After a weekend, you'll always see more than a person changed their hairstyle. I wonder whether they pakat to go together or its just contagious?
For me, I guess the best hairstyle for a guy is a simple hairstyle that doesn't need much maintaince. It doesn't need to be too stylish till people wll notice you from the other side of the hallway. It just need to be simple clean cut, styling it with a lil hair wax just to hold it. seriously. Less is always more, you wouldn't want to run your fingers through you guys hair and your finger ends up as if you had just done your craftwork.
Oh and yes, no gold dyes. It looks a bit eyesore. though, its stylish la.
So what's your style?
Everytime I see you, you gave me adreanline rush. Everytime when I know I won't be able to see you, you would just appear right infront of me. Even at the wrong times. Times when I had expectation to see you, you aren't there, times where I lead my day normally, you just simply appear.
Anyhow, you just brightens my day.=)
I had never been more proud than ever. I actually WALKED to sunway pyramid with Jam today. Thanks to the absence of Taxi or bus. And its under the hot blazing sun. Results in?
Blisters(thanks to the physics and biology on friction and pressure) and sunburn.
WTH.
But,, I am proud to reach Sunway in 30 mins.
Thanks to Jam again to bare with my complains while walking.
and watched Harry Potter. Not bad la, It was much better than other potter movies I ever watched.
And went and do some shopping.
Read cleo's July and the latest trend is red, green yellow and jailbird stripes. I spooted one grey/white striped top which looks really nice with shorts, but never gonna buy something like that for 50 bucks though.
Instead, i bought this.
But not purple la, sky blue.
Price: 30 bucks minus a dollar.
Had a eventful week though. Kinda happy with the maths test result, thought would screw it up, but afterall, a pretty satisfying result la.
I love sales, but too bad, i'm broke, for real.
And my beloved SE W705 just died a few times in one week. I dunno what's wrong with it.
Hey, I wonder what's so interesting outside?
And I got craze on peanuts, soya, cincau,red beans and pearls. The best solution?
Soya Ice series set C in Snowflakes in SS15.
Another weekend. I think I had lost count on how long since college started.=)
My brain feels like it had went for a far far vacation. Or just maths killed some of my brain cells.
Jam told me that he's not going to dedicate his degree life to books. Lol.
I guess I did in my whole secondary school life la. My life=books and studies.
Sigh, I guess I need a life la.
Read Erin's blog for the update of the BBQ in Teck Hong's house.
Just thought of that just now. Sometimes the unexpected ones will be surprising us at the end.
Not being emo, but I'm tired. After idol session on sat, went for a small shopping trip at Sg Wang and then head to Teck Hong's house for bbq/streamboat.
Will blog bout it later because I'm kinda sleepy rite now, waiting for those photos to be uploaded in facebook and its hellll long. Tag yourselves in the photos yea.
College life had been boring and expected actually.
Sometimes I feel like trying something different. Eg, jump over the drain, the one beside the pavement and the road?
Or trying to jump over the fence, or more precise, climb over like what Rin say. It would be something really different though I guess.
Maybe, I will try one day, provided I'm with my jeans and sneakers.
Or maybe challenge myself and walk back home all the way from INTI? Not a bad idea, probably it will take me bout 40 mins gua since I took 20 mins from Summit to college.
Quoting from my classmate's FB shoutout,
'what starts sweet ends bitter, what starts bitter ends sweet'
Hahahaha.
It had been a lonnnggg time since I met him, but his smile is still as charming as ever. Well, at least his eye made me smile, it just brightens my whole Saturday. 30 bucks spent for a bottle of lotion is pretty much worth it la, minus the fact that I am broke again this week.
Oh yea, I straightened my hair. Got the permission in 5 mins time? and wasted 4 hours sitting there and tadah, my curls are gone.
Some friends prefer my curls and some prefer the new me.
I guess I am pretty much okay with both la, afterall its still me right.
I used to be pretty undecided, thinking for a long period of time whether I want to go for any extreme changes or not. Errm, I don't know why I suddenly made that decision, but I made it la. In ermm 5 minutes time? and I got the green light like instantly?
I think people somehow need to move forward. You can't be staying the same way you are.
Hahaha.
Okay, I need to get ready now. Going to see him later.
*ahem*
Idol lah.
