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Imagine waking up early in the moning feeling like the both legs does not seem to belong to yourself. It just refuses to move or do anything and yet, you dragged yourself into the washroom and get yourself cleaned up.
After you're done, you realised that your hair just smells like you had just returned from barbeque and the resolution, sprayed on some hair colonge.
Yes, after a great failure of baking cookies, consequence of putting too much chocolate chip and too little flour, your cookies end up to be flatter than a piece of paper and taste like charcoal. and you re do it again, and its a sucess.
sleeping late nite after a discussion with your bestie how would you back yourself up after people misjudging you as a person you're actually not. It feels bad you know. real bad. It feels sad when people judge you without knowing you well. Not knowing me well which means that don't even know 10 percent of myself.
and when you have decided to wear your skinny jeans, you suddenly realised that you looked like you're wearing your pyjamas to college. Its fine with it, but when you had told your another bestie to bring the wedges that you lend it her and you had reminded her thousands of times to bring it on tues so that you wouldn't look like a girl who just come to college without changing her pyjamas.
and yes, you're on a super flat sandals and your bestie just forget to bring your wedges. Your skinnies are loose, and it looks a bit oversized. (probably because I lost weight) and you're on your flats, and it looks horrible. and your legs look like it had been chopped off a few inches.
Reached college early like usual, your bestie left you and went to the college, you end up wandering around the college for 40 mins, just to realise that your friends would all be coming late.
And end up miserable in the library,unable to concentrate and decided to blog. Contact lens are bluring orprobably drying for literally dunno what reason, probably its going to tear off like how it did last month.
Ahh, it just sounds pathetic. I want to sleep.
and it just feel miserable without any confidence. I feel like doing bungee jumping.
Iysh, hormornes fluctuating. pms.
I can't find any suitable title, I couldn't be describing my whole weekend life as '2-3 hour of naps from Mon to Fri right', but I just can't resist to sleep when I'm in the room, after a tired day of at least 3 hours of classes and yes, I dozed off. And when the alarm rings at 5.20 pm, I would be searching for my phone, somewhere in my seas of toy plushes and turn the alarm off and continue sleeping.
Sigh, I'm really tired.
Sometimes its just unfair in life that people got thousands of faces. Oh but well, who can't I can too wert.
But what bothers me the most now is the upcoming AS results coming out in ermm, 10 days time? And I need to prepare myself mentally for the worst. (erm, retake lah)
I do have expectations on this time AS. Gotta keep my record clean for my government exams and external exams though. It would be proud to show my kids how smart their mummy are and of course, hoping them to achieve that too.
Sometimes,its just the stress that pushes you to achieve further, which it started to do so now. I just don't have the abstract mind of people doing physics. I don't suck in doing physics, just that I had enough of it in secondary school. Its sufficient to have secondary school's physics knowledge.
And telling yourself to focus at one thing at one time is certainly the best. You can't juggle too many stuffs at once, trust me, we're human beings and not robot.
and sometimes, just relax, I mean afterall, its ok not to tense yourself too much. but control a bit lah.
Obviously you have to control your calorie intake and not having 3 meals of fast food. A normal set of Spicy chicken Mcdeluxe will cost you at least 1200 calories, which is about 3 quarter of our daily need.
And since I had a kinda filling breakfast this morning, we actually decided to walk from 8th floor down the stairs to the 1st floor and walk all the way up to ease digestion.
Not a bad way to burn the calories.=p
Word of the week : What comes around, does goes around.
Don't believe, try it yourself.
Wow, I guess I sound evil though, but sometimes theres no point mourn for something like that.
Its just simple, there's don't need a long lengthy explaination for all these.
What I knew is, my time is wasted. Thats all.
=D.
How much does your hair matters to you?
Do you spend 10 mins? 30 mins? or an hour infront of the mirror daily just to mend your hair?
Afterall, I guess hair is something that is used to frame your face, giving you different types of looks and of course, plays an important part of telling how old you look la.
I used to think that hair matters so much to that I afraid that it wouldn't grow back again.
I had terrible experience oh hair cut which actually happen more than once. First time was being cut till shorter than shoulder length. The starting part was okay, the growing back part was horrible.
So, I had tried straightening, perming, short hair, colouring and what's next? I thought of cutting my hair real short, like those pixie cut. I wonder how it looks on me though.
For guys, Some thinks that girl with long hair looks feminine and sweet, and some thinks that it looks like a evil witch.
Its just those hormornes playing around la. Probably the long curly hair makes the impression that the particular girl is sexy and the short hair means tomboy and hard to approach.
Somehow I think, changes in hairstyle is pretty contagious, in the sense that back in secondary school. After a weekend, you'll always see more than a person changed their hairstyle. I wonder whether they pakat to go together or its just contagious?
For me, I guess the best hairstyle for a guy is a simple hairstyle that doesn't need much maintaince. It doesn't need to be too stylish till people wll notice you from the other side of the hallway. It just need to be simple clean cut, styling it with a lil hair wax just to hold it. seriously. Less is always more, you wouldn't want to run your fingers through you guys hair and your finger ends up as if you had just done your craftwork.
Oh and yes, no gold dyes. It looks a bit eyesore. though, its stylish la.
So what's your style?
Everytime I see you, you gave me adreanline rush. Everytime when I know I won't be able to see you, you would just appear right infront of me. Even at the wrong times. Times when I had expectation to see you, you aren't there, times where I lead my day normally, you just simply appear.
Anyhow, you just brightens my day.=)
I had never been more proud than ever. I actually WALKED to sunway pyramid with Jam today. Thanks to the absence of Taxi or bus. And its under the hot blazing sun. Results in?
Blisters(thanks to the physics and biology on friction and pressure) and sunburn.
WTH.
But,, I am proud to reach Sunway in 30 mins.
Thanks to Jam again to bare with my complains while walking.
and watched Harry Potter. Not bad la, It was much better than other potter movies I ever watched.
And went and do some shopping.
Read cleo's July and the latest trend is red, green yellow and jailbird stripes. I spooted one grey/white striped top which looks really nice with shorts, but never gonna buy something like that for 50 bucks though.
Instead, i bought this.
But not purple la, sky blue.
Price: 30 bucks minus a dollar.
Had a eventful week though. Kinda happy with the maths test result, thought would screw it up, but afterall, a pretty satisfying result la.
I love sales, but too bad, i'm broke, for real.
And my beloved SE W705 just died a few times in one week. I dunno what's wrong with it.
Hey, I wonder what's so interesting outside?
And I got craze on peanuts, soya, cincau,red beans and pearls. The best solution?
Soya Ice series set C in Snowflakes in SS15.
Another weekend. I think I had lost count on how long since college started.=)
My brain feels like it had went for a far far vacation. Or just maths killed some of my brain cells.
Jam told me that he's not going to dedicate his degree life to books. Lol.
I guess I did in my whole secondary school life la. My life=books and studies.
Sigh, I guess I need a life la.
Read Erin's blog for the update of the BBQ in Teck Hong's house.
Just thought of that just now. Sometimes the unexpected ones will be surprising us at the end.
Not being emo, but I'm tired. After idol session on sat, went for a small shopping trip at Sg Wang and then head to Teck Hong's house for bbq/streamboat.
Will blog bout it later because I'm kinda sleepy rite now, waiting for those photos to be uploaded in facebook and its hellll long. Tag yourselves in the photos yea.
College life had been boring and expected actually.
Sometimes I feel like trying something different. Eg, jump over the drain, the one beside the pavement and the road?
Or trying to jump over the fence, or more precise, climb over like what Rin say. It would be something really different though I guess.
Maybe, I will try one day, provided I'm with my jeans and sneakers.
Or maybe challenge myself and walk back home all the way from INTI? Not a bad idea, probably it will take me bout 40 mins gua since I took 20 mins from Summit to college.
Quoting from my classmate's FB shoutout,
'what starts sweet ends bitter, what starts bitter ends sweet'
Hahahaha.
It had been a lonnnggg time since I met him, but his smile is still as charming as ever. Well, at least his eye made me smile, it just brightens my whole Saturday. 30 bucks spent for a bottle of lotion is pretty much worth it la, minus the fact that I am broke again this week.
Oh yea, I straightened my hair. Got the permission in 5 mins time? and wasted 4 hours sitting there and tadah, my curls are gone.
Some friends prefer my curls and some prefer the new me.
I guess I am pretty much okay with both la, afterall its still me right.
I used to be pretty undecided, thinking for a long period of time whether I want to go for any extreme changes or not. Errm, I don't know why I suddenly made that decision, but I made it la. In ermm 5 minutes time? and I got the green light like instantly?
I think people somehow need to move forward. You can't be staying the same way you are.
Hahaha.
Okay, I need to get ready now. Going to see him later.
*ahem*
Idol lah.
I am sure everyone wears a mask, regardless whatever kind of masks you call it, attitude mask, facial mask or even people using make up as their mask.
A mask is something you use to hide your imperfections, something that you wouldn't want people to see, something which is pretty unnecessary for others to see.
A expression mask is for you to hide your true colours and only let people to notice the colour they want to see. The colour to please people.
A make up mask is to hide imperfections, making people look flawless as ever, but regardless how much do you put, the most important thing is we are being able to see the real you, the au naturale you.
But why, you're on a make up mask for a day and the next day you're not. Why people assume that you're still wearing a mask? Why when you're really naturally flawless but people thinks that you're masking it out?
why when you're flawless, or looks much better than your past, why would people assume that you put much thicker make up than ever before?
And I guess my life is pretty much like a stretched rubber band. Seriously.
Sometimes I just took things quite seriously. a small matter actually bothers me for quite some time.
i am pretty a expresive person, expressing what i feel.
So would I work better with a non-expressive person or better with an expressive person?
Had some spring cleaning just now while waiting for my hair to be masked and I found some interesting stuffs that I had not touch for ages.
Eg? My old clothes. I was more like a partial lala last time, though I didn't go to the extreme (high stripy leggings or short tutus). But i didn't know how did I like all those last time. seriously. Oh, I remember, when I was a lil fatter last time, when I go for shopping, I will buy any clothes that fits me, eventhough its soo not nice( that time I feel nice la ) because errrr.. because I don't have good sense of fashion lah..
I would choose from polka dots to black and white stripes which I will NEVER touch it right now.
Lol, the white one is a pink and yellow bareback polka dotted and the next one no need to describe la. Mmg look like a prisoner one.
Next, I found a old school blouse signed by my friends.
jeng!. I know its a bit crumpled. I am too lazy to iron it.
and I found some interesting signatures by my friends.
From a guy who think's that he's hawt.
to a bestie of mine which is so good in drawing. her drawing apeared so many times in The Star before on Sundays and she had been featured in The start before.
She could even draw with marker on a piece of clothing
Well, I guess I could hardly draw any of these la kay. She's really really talented. Anyone who wants to share opinions with her feel free to contact me. Hahaha.
and a simple signature of my ex ketua tingkatan which became my classmate who sits behind me and call me noob now.
whom we call CK now.
if you're not a fan of nicholas teo, then its fine, but i am currently addicted to his song called 'Di diao aka low profile'.
I guess the song is pretty meaningful or sad la, expecially the chorus part.
wo de nan guo shi ru ci di diao
yin wei bu shang da rao
huo zai ji muo the chang jiao
nu li de dui zi ji hao
ni yong wei xiao hui bao
peng you huo qing ren bu zhong yao
wo de bei shang shi ru ci di diao
sa zi chai hui ku nao
jiu shuan ni fa xian ye hao
wo xiang ni yi ding qu hui shuan zhe jia zhuang bu zi dao
zhi pa wo zi ji de yan she bu gou hao.
errm, the pinyin sounds a bit wrong, but its something like this la. you can expect a banana to do a perfect pin yin translation rite.
Gosh, talking bout him, it had been a year since i see him, seriously. glad that he's coming to summit next week. which I hafta go there by bus lah.
but still, I'm looking forward to it. anyone wanna tag along?
