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No one is completely satisfied with what they have, what they have, they want more. Human's nature eh?
I know, I had been changing a lot recently since I enrolled college. But somethings never changed though, is skipping classes.
Still loves shopping like crazy. I went out like 3 days straight, sat, sun and mon. pyramid, sg wang and pyramid, and ermm, after AS next week, ah hem, no more spending as i am already broke(which i always do).
I actually felt like crapping more, but the chilly air conditioner in the multimedia room is just ermm, giving me chills.
Better off to my book. =)
Like badly.
I spend like my dad owns the pyramid okay. I seriously need to find a solution for this man.
Tomorrow: Lala land, Sungei Wang. Ermmm, I plan to bring only 15 bucks there. Yes, I'm really serious bout it. Its exam time, why shop?
Monday: Mum's paying for Shogun Lunch, so, I guess I'm gonna bring only 10 bucks to walk around because I already spend almost 200 bucks today? Buying 2 pairs of shoes. Eyeshadows and ermm, can't think of it. And yeah, 2 shirts last sat and on this mon?
Can I have someone to control my finance, or someone that could actually control me from spending like as if my dad own's the pyramid?
Edited:
Alright, just to console myself:
Give myself a lil break in between studies la kay? Shopping can reduce stress and I seriously don't know why some girls can wear 4-5 inch heels and walk whole day long??
a 3 inch is enough to kill my legs. (its still killing like crazy now) trust me.
And hopefully the guilty feeling will subside. It feels bad eh.
Before you could even complete your first sentence, you're thrown with ..
"How if ...bla bla bla bla?"
"How if $%^&*)?"
Whatever you could think off but I certainly hate the word HOW IF. On certain issues la, not all.
Why do we want to think of the probability of things not happening and make ourselves worry and think of several alternatives even before problems arises?
Its very pathetic you know.
I couldn't even finish my sentence. How if at the end, problem arises too? Solve it there and then. There are thousands of ways in doing it, depends whether you want to do it or not.
It depends whether you are daring enough to take the challenge and try something new, never try, never know. What's the worst thing could happen?
You know you took the wrong way and so U-turn and get to the right track.
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Stats paper was pretty alright. My brain was literally empty for the first 5 mins and it got warmed up as it goes on.
Bio, chem, and chem!=)
I know I blogged quite frequently nowadays. and probably anyone who reads this blog thinks that I am always a emo girl that got problems all day long. Neh. Not exactly. You know, some grown up girl emotional problem.
Yeah, decided to get myself a hairstyle change, unless I managed to save some money la. If not this plan is probably cancelled.
I got a few thoughts in mymind, which is:
-cutting off my curls and touch up my hair colour and probably a new hair cut.
-straighten it and trim a lil of the split ends and let my hair grow.
-cut it short, I mean real short with bangs(omg)
Okay, I never want super short hair la. It was a disastrous year I experience last time with short hair.
Blame myself for not doing as well as I expected for Paper 1. And I should just move on. Having a deep thought why I am so bothered with that stuff, afterall, its pretty normal. who says that being in dillema is a wrong thing to do? I promised myself not to give a damn on this issue again yesteday nite. If I want to talk bout that, finish every single last word bout it before I sleep.
After waking up on the May 23rd morning. I am still the Miss Callie Hor that everyone knows. Just not being bothered by it anymore. My close friend in college taught me that if we want to forget something, don't mention bout it and you'll not even realise that that issue is even bothering you anymore.
So yeah, my shopping spree is starting after AS. I promise.
I already have plans in my mind on the dat where AS finishes till Friday. and you're right, shopping!.
Slap me for being spendthrift. and yeah, did I mentioned that I can actually view my blog via my phone. Its a pretty cool stuff to do when you're bored, but its only applicable with wifi around you.
So, back to my books again.=)
Bio paper 1= pretty disastrous. bout 5 mistakes so far? At most I hope. Its make me so emo eh. and plus extra things happening after exams. lol.
emo tambah emo = lagi bertambah emo.
ahh. stats paper next wednesday.
emoness took me over a couple of minutes ago. In a sudden, I just couldn't remember all the calculations I did for chemistry paper yesterday. Not that I don't know how to do, but I can't remember my answers, not even one of it. But pretty sure that i looked throughly before i write down the answers
Sigh.
Probably moving on is the best thing I could do now?
Sometimes its just too hard to express ourselves isn't it? Sometimes, what you say may not be just the way you are. Sometimes we may be just plain shy. Or probably meaning hides in it.I dunno la, damn confused now la.
and neway, I can actually view my blog via my phone. Through wifi. i love Sony Ericsson.=)
Lol.
Stressing for the upcoming bio paper 1 and maths paper 6 aka statistics.
Chem practical's over and yet I'm not exactly over with it now. Like what my lecturer says, many people tend to get nervous and freak out. I am not the exceptional one. But the lab beside my lab was even worst I think, I heard lotsa glass breaking sounds.
Including me. Me trying to make things quick and smart, I hold 4 test tubes together with my 5 fingers, one containing some Dichromate solution slipped of from my fingers, fell on the table and crack.
I spilled my paper with acid and my hands were sort of kena simbah acid? hahaha. over react la me.
and I got my nerves up during the titration part. and managed to finish the titration save and sound and correctly I hope.
whatever lah. I am freaking confused after exam.
and was looking forward to get my new phone tonite. Yeah, the one. Saw a couple of students in college using the same phone too.
I was undecided to get red or silver initially. I always play safe last time and I feel like being bold, for once.
Haha.
and can't wait for shopping after AS. Ermm, I was actually dreaming that I went for a biggg shopping spree for perfume, bags and shoes the previous nite.
lol.
Being eighteen was nice as I am out from the highschool life, but being nineteen means well, the following year, it would be a figure 2 infront. Sigh.
Nothing fancy this year due to AS. Why my birthday falls during AS la. Luckily there's no paper on that day.
Nothing really fancy la, just that mu promised me to get me a new phone? yes, the one which previously shown in my blog and probably getting it in a week's time? *fingers crossed.
Okay,not gonna deleberate much. Oh yea, Bio paper 3 and Maths paper. Maths was okay and bio was, hmm, pretty much okay.
And I just dislike the fact that i'm having gastric pains and my stomach being under stress.
So yeah, thanks for all the wishes through facebook and smses and calls. Sorry for those who did not receive the thanks message. its not truly my fault. Its maxis/hotlink's fault. I did send.
and thanks for those thoughtful gifts.=)
and did I forget? I even bought a topshop vest that day. Indeed a impulsive shopper but I love it. Its less than 40 bucks eh?
and happy birthday to manda!. well, her b day is on 15th and mine's on 16.=)
Back to my books. Chem practical on Tues and Bio paper 1 is on Friday.
I had been really emo and no mood for the exams.
I don't have appetite and had been having some gastric pains after meal. Sigh.
and I lost another 2-3 pounds. I dunno is a good thing or not, but its definately not a good way to lose weight. i am pretty sure after the exam stress is over, i would be eating like normal.
and I have decided to change my host to blogspot after AS.=)
