Edited: I just don't get why our 1 decade friendship is ruined just like that.

Sometimes I wish

..I can read minds. But not being able to read your mind is the fun thing.

..you actually lied about the truth. (which i don't know whether you lied or not)

..I made the right choice to trust you as a reliable friend of mine.

..I didn't take the first step.

..I could just dislike you and don't even bother to care.

..I could be stronger.

..you could tell me the truth.

..I am a little smarter. Just a tinnyy little bit more.

..I am a guy.

..I could spend less.

..I could turn the time back.

..I made the right choice to trust you as my best friend.

Hahahahaha

Ahh, I'm not emo, but I'm fustrated?

Pretty proud that I am being able to open durian by myself? Yes, I think I can do things that most guy is able to do. Errr,
-paint the wall
-hammering job
-become kuli(lol)
-play football(does it count ah)

I dunno. I feel pretty random now.=D