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No offense to anyone I know. Just some rants.
Sometimes when we say something that contain a lil sarcatism, we will be considered rude and not respecting the elders. Think again, what bout the elders who mutter harsh words and loves to be sarcastic? This is what they call, its their right and the way they educate the younger generations.
Pardon me but wtf. If you expect people too respect you, give respect to others as well, regardless your age. Its annoying that you think that you're much older and you have the rights to do so. Oh, you're wrong.
There's one close friend of mine told me that her uncle once asked her one question when she's wayyy younger. 'How if your mother pass away?'. How could you expect a 8 year old kid to answer this?
When we don't feel like eating, we'll be criticised that we don't respect or appreciate what they did to us.
When you mention how good how good this person treat his/her mum. whatever is it. Btw, you made me think that you feel jealous.
Ahh. Getting frustrated now.
I promise myself this is my last entry about you. I don't want to thnk bout our past anymore though it never actually started. You gave me sweet memories. You left me laughing, crying and angry. You made me strong actually. Without you, I think I wouldn't have known much bout how reality really hurts.
I don't know whether you know what I am thinking or not, or perhaps, you really know. or perhaps. you did show it but I didn't realise it. Did I?
I share my joy with you but you never shared yours with me. Perhaps I'm just a human that help you to achieve things in between the roads of your life.
You mentioned that I know you too well, way to well than yourself.
P:S. This is not a emo post lar okay?
So now, I shall say bye bye to our memories. I will keep it in my heart and I should thank you for leaving me with sweet memories=)
End.
Ahh. its finally friday and I am going to studyyyyyy..hahaha.
Just post something to lighten things up. Seriously. I'm not really sure what I am doing previous days. Just knew that I feel kind of stressed up due to my results. I guess a new semester, new start. Glad that physics this semester is more on theory.
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Random pics:
Bigger, bigger, bigger!.
Its actually a pancake bought from giant.
Foood!. Near J.Co donuts. but its fake one. cheh..
bola ais anggur. Just wash your grapes. I prefer seedless grapes. Wash it and put it into the freezer. Put is for 3 hours if you don't want it to be too hard. Or if u really want to have the feeling of munching ice grapeballs, put it overnite.
satay kajang. How can you resist? bout 150 of them. Fresh delivered to seremban.=p
even my eyelash curler wants to decorate itself.=)
mickey mouse pin. It cute isn't it?
My lunch. loh she fun with mushroom+checken gravy plus sprinkles of garlic and spring onion.
love is cinta.=)
colours.
not my birthday cake. btw, its not nice. although its haagen daz.
suzanne wearing sari.
jingy aka my cute gingerbread man.=)
pon and zi.
aww, how sweet.=)
Eh. eh eh. Its a funny thing in this drama whereby mr sun scold people like nobody's business. Being so 'fong sou', Dance and kiss. Muahahaha. Interesting to watch him acting in this show though. But one thing I feel funny is why they always mention about having flat chests and etc.
Hmm, it kind of doesn't make sense when the baby cries when a not so voluptious person carrying it just because the baby's mum is voluptious.
and sun wudi's dad, looks so young but having thick moustache. But i guess it would be better if they make him up so that he looks older or maybe a few streaks of gray hair. He looks so young to have moustache and its quite obvious that he stick it there. Well, he actually looked older in 3rd gen. Maybe due to the hairstyle.
Looking forward to the 2nd episode.
Not gonna blog bout my results. Nothing proud to to be mentioned. Just to remind myself to work on harder for my second sem. Oh dear. Physics.
bla bla bla bla. I feel like exploding though..
Its a so so so swt story. This is to remind us to know our friend's number well.
The story goes like that.
I want to call a friend of mine called 'A'. You should know who is that la. Ngam ngam, there's a girl in my college with the same name. She's my MPW group leader. but their both no starts with 012 and 016 respectively. So i actually wanted to call the 016 one.
Me: hello, wake up edi mar?
'A': wake up edi lor.
Me: hey, so you following me or not on Mon?
'A':Blur and saying huh?
I feel something weird and asked:
Me: Are you 'xxxxx'?
'A': Yeah.
Me: Are you 'xxxxx xxx' confirm with the surname
'A': ohh. nope.
Me: oh sorry, wrong number.
I rechecked and see whether I dialed the correct number or not. Oh yeah, yes I did, where did I go wrong?
Checking it again. OMG. I put my friend's name in another name. Swt and memalukan betul-betul.
Sigh. College starting tomorrow. Bye sem 1. and I'm a sem 2 student now. haiz.
Found one interesting topic in a forum bout guys would prefer small petite girls or tall ones. First of all, I consider myself tall where I stand in the line of 'taller' category during our award ceremony photograph.
But I think guys would prefer small petite ones compared to tall ones. Okay, from what I see, my friends around me which are shorter than me are involved in a relationship. Lets see from the point of view from a guy. I don't think guys would prefer girls that are taller than them. It will make them have low self esteem okay. Short guys are always teased in my class.
When a girl's small in size, they seemed to need more protection as they look more fragile and need to be taken care.. and they wear high heels to increase their self esteem. Afterall, they can be cute so easily okay. I think thats what typical chinese guy would prefer. Isn't it? Asalkan mata besar, muka comel, cukupla. hahahaha
As for tall girls like me. I need to think twice before I want to get a high heels. I look gigantic okay. And I'm always mistaken as much older than my real age. I mean most of the time. Tall girls gives an impression that they are tough and strong and they can do all the things by themselves. They can be elegant but not cute. Its hard to be cute with that height.
When I wear heels, sometimes I see guys that are passing by me are shorter than me. which makes me feel a bit of low self esteem. It makes me look gigantic and my confidence is gone.
Things are okay when you're slim, but not so if you're big sized like me. I know tall figures bring up one clothing well. I admit, I won't face difficulties with shirt being too long or my jeans touches the floor when I walk. But I hate it when fat jiggles around my waist and the excess adipose deposit at my hips.
Afterall. I dun think being tall is a major problem. Perhaps we should say guys nowadays are kind of short? Average guys I see is about 170 which is not really tall. Ideal ones should be bout 175 at least? And they are kinda skinny. Its hard to find propotional guys nowdays.
Muahaha.
whatcha think? I read from cleo that a girl should not be taller than 5'8 and guys must be at least 6'3 but not more than 7 ft.
Guys should be lean, muscular but not bulky and girls should be slim fat free but voluptious. Lol
this is what you call fat fat fat. can u imagine i look like that when I'm form 2?
Perhaps I should be happy with myself? Neh. I got no idea. Whatcha think? Free free to leave comments.=)
Watching 'ka hou yuet yuen' now. aka moonlight resonance. Kinda addicted with the drama currenly.
Sigh. Malaysia lost in Badminton. but afterall, what's important is the sports spirit. But Lin Dan seems to be like attacking non-stop like nobody's business. Seriously, to be frank, I dun really like how Lin Dan reacts whenever he scores a point. and when he wins, throw racket,shoes and so on. haiz.
Nvmla, there's another chance in future I guess..
Oh btw, I suck in my physics like no body's business. Don't ask me how much i suck in that. Haiz. I feel so sad and feel like crying after exam and I had a great headache after that. This whole week I already ate 3 panadols. My greatest record is 18 panadols. Doctor gave that to me when I had fever previously.
Oh btw, an outing with my Dar-lings. Muahaha
Women in black.=)
Haiz. J.co donuts burns 20 bucks in my wallet.
Ohh, to be continued. I wanna watch footsie.=)
Weird thing but, I can't sleep these few days. I just tend to wake up extremely early. And I got no idea why. Perhaps I shall call it exam stress? I got maths exam tomorrow and I predicted that it would be tough. Bio and physics would be another killing one. Sigh sigh sigh.
Maths and stats.
After my chemistry paper, I do wonder why do I take chemistry, why do I commit myself to the science stream. I know, its just the starting, if I could go through this phase, as i graduated, I would be earning moolahs and face the community.
Anyway, just read idol's diary in nfc forum. Though I'm not exactly sure what happened or his performance wasn't really good or whateever is it, afterall, I'm sure everyone does minor mistakes. I mean, you can't expect a person to like perform in a tip top condition all the time.
Try and think and stand on his shoes and you will certainly understand. Catch the meaning of berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul?
Not gonna elaborate much about that. Afterall, nowadays, I get to understand adults much better, maybe because I'm becoming an adult soon?
About my other idol. Shall I say long long time ago when I'm still young? Remember who is Zhi Cheng? I used to adore his singing. I think he's cute. I didn't realise that he's in myfm anniversary kay. But I remember my first impression on him is when I see he and mr teo in a astro mag cover somewhere is july/june 2003 I think. Gosh, I shall say, my teo looks superb difference. Maybe he haven't get to show his attraction yet.
Muahahaha. I dunno what the crap am I talking about, but I know I'm enjoying my asamboi lime blended. Muahaha, good for hot weather like now.
physics physics physics.
Chem 111 tomorrow. I dunno what else I need to study. Infact, I feel so so stress right now. I'm not sure whether can I manage my questions well or not.
And guess what, I can even feel fan on what to wear tomorrow(no special event).
Sometimes I think dressing up myself is a hobby infact. People call me self-concious. Yes I am. yes, i can go out without make up and glasses. Not a problem. I mean at least have a proper shirt on and hair is at least tidy rite.
Since I feel so bored. Let me list out my ideal boyfriend qualities. Logically it doesn't exist. Hahaha. Maybe it does. I dunno.
and oh yeah. My classmates say something funny that day.
'The god is fair, most of the leng zai's are so so tall, not too tall.'
Get what i mean?
-at least 178 to 185 cm [since I'm already 168. but not too tall]
-caring [at least he's beware what's he gf is up on]
-not forgetful [especially not on important dates such as valentine]
-eyes must be ma ma dei big and nose musn't be too flat [muahahaha]
-not too skinny. [I dun really like guys that are real muscular, but at least toned]
-romantic[11 roses is enough] hahaha
-know how to present himself
-posseses good sense of fashion.[jeans, sneakers and a plain tee would be okay]
-love me more than I love him =p
-not necessasy to be a science stream student.
-watches football but not too fanatic bout it
-plays tennis or bowling
-love to try new stuffs [so that he can accompany me when I feel like trying new things]
-punctual
-loves to joke but not excessively
-does not smoke
-ma ma dei rich la. hahahaha
ermm, is the list too long? Seriously la. I feel guys studying in science streams are kinda nerd. Hahaha. No offense la, but mostly rite, guys who learn bio and dun learn physics is kinda sissy.
Oh btw, I like pretty guys. Not too pretty la. Pretty guys are mean to be displayed and not to be owned. Muahaha.
Too bad, all the leng zai's in my college are mostly lala zai and the lengzai's are not in A-levels. hahaha. AUP banyak la.
Told ya its logically doesn't exist la. Mana ada begitu ideal punya. Kalau ada carikan untuk saya lor.
Sometimes I do wonder,
..if I wasn't in science stream, I would not be studying biology like hell, racking my brain off just to study how a cell works, genetics, heartbeat,immune system abd etc. Of course, I'm quite sure my attitiude will be way more different that what I am now. Friends around me would be wayyy different and the way I am would be different.
..if I am 15 kgs lighter than what I am now. I'm quite sure my closet will be filled with clothes and I may even need another closet for another clothes. Though I admit I still can fit into most of the shirts sold in shopping complex, but I'm sure there would be more.
..if I am not a fan of nicholas teo. I would save more money!. hahaha. well, I never thought of that before. maybe if I'm not his fans, my circle of friends would be much smaller and i would not be motivated to achieve what I had today. One thing I'm sure is if I'm not his fans, my mandarin would be much worst than now.
..if I'm in form 6. I would be struggling, like what I did now much much worst I guess.
..if I'm not having exam next week. I'm sure I'm in genting now. Hahaha
..if I have more moolahs, I would be driving to college with ermm, a myvi or kia? and not risking my life crossing the road that the cars speed at 70-80 km/h in order to catch the bus and my skin is tanned with uneven skin tone.
..if I have a boyfriend now. I couldn't imagine how my life would be. Single till now. I really wished to feel the feeling of being cared and pampered. =p
To many 'IF' perhaps. hahaha. Isn't it?
I finally can say bye bye to MPW. Its a nice lecture time too. Kena zhared,kena praised, whatever is it, its already an ending for it.
Okay, I can't wait to see reports on MYFM anni on the princesses's blog later.=)
